New project. Last night pain in my head getting more hurt, my mind thinking so much about my collage, friends and my mentor. I really wanna run from Sir. mentor in my collage, because I didn't finish my thesis... I felt so guilty yet so scared whenever thinking my mentor... yes everybody said "just do it", or "you can search the source at library.." or 'you're such a sissy..'" if I talk with them about my problem. But, I can't do that... I Can't do what they're said because I felt pressure in my mind... Even I just his face or remember what he said my head becomes so heavy and my eyes wil start cry... though, at first year in my collage I admire him so much 'cause he's so smart, know everything about history and many aspect about knowladge. But now, I know why my friend doesn't like him, 'cause yes he talk the right truth but the way he said that really harsh... If I can, I wanna die because I really scared with
